Thursday, February 08, 2007

Control

Well I've been in Jacksonville, FL again to see my dad at the Mayo Clinic. He had an operation that has never been done before. My brother, Ben and I went to support dad... and my mom, who would be there alone. Ben and I were very surprised to find that she had the support of a church that she has visited only a few months. These people were there with her alot. They would come to the hospital and sit for hours with her in the waiting room. We must have met at least 20 or more people from that church. The Lord is good to us! Ben and I were there for 5 days. When we left, dad was still in ICU. They are keeping him sedated so that he doesn't pull out the ventilator.

Going through all of this, has caused me to start thinking about how we see good and bad. Then my mind went to the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. The knowledge of good and evil was passed to us through the generations. We as people living on the earth see things in terms of good things and bad things. But somethimes what we see as good, can be bad. Like when Judas kissed Jesus. A kiss is normally a good thing, but in this case it was betrayal. Betrayal is a bad thing, but in this case it was a good thing, because it was the Lord's plan. It's all so confusing. But, looking through the Lord's eyes causes us to see things in their proper perspective. Sometimes there are moments when we can't see through the Lord's eyes. We are just too close to what's going on. These are the times when we let go and rest in Him, and the Lord in us takes over through faith. He is that faith. He is leaking out of us at that moment. I noticed that everytime Jesus healed someone, He always told them that it was because of their faith. Those that were healed had come to the bottom and let go of control. They were giving control to the Lord.

So Lord, here's control. I hope that in all things in my life, you have control. I understand that I am not perfect, and that I will take control again and again. But, remind me again and again, that I want you in control.

9 comments:

Jada's Gigi said...

I'm glad you got to be with your mom and dad during this time...I'll be praying for your dad. Yes, its good to be reminded that we really do want Him in control...no matter what we may think in the moment...

Deborah Fantasia said...

I'm sorry about your Dad ! I'll keep him in my prayers !
So true, it is usually so hard to give up control and just trust and give it over to the Lord - no matter what the outcome may be !
Deborah

Kim said...

Thanks for the prayers ya'll.

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Denmarie said...

I'm so glad you got to be with Glenelle and Ken and it's great to hear she found some extra support up there. I pray that Ken will recover and be able to come home soon. Also, I like your message and fully agree.

I love you guys! Denise

Kim said...

Thanks Denise!

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Anonymous said...

The good and bad thing....
Made me thing of how the preaching of the gospel is foolishness to them that perish but to us, it is THE POWER OF GOD.

I believe that you are right about seeing things the way God sees them.
When we see Jesus on the cross in the same way that God sees Him, that is a good thing.
When we see it in the way of the 'perishing', that is a bad thing.

One perspective brings Life and the other, death.